When hurt turns red and a piece of your heart is missing. When the cold bites deep and you’ve got that feeling like you just got out of surgery. When the only way to stay sane is to concentrate on anything else but how you feel. When you count the tiles in the ceiling. When you push the earphones closer. When you remember every nuance of every word of every time. When all this happens. Embrace it. Feel every feeling. Cry every tear. Sob every sob. Because this is what it feels like to have loved.
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Tuesday, April 13th 2010 12:34pm
Last night.
- Him: I'm just trying to get myself settled down before settling down on a relationship again. I pretty much threw that idea out the window. I mean, I want to settle down eventually, but I just want to focus on getting into law school and being successful before anything else. The more I think about it, relationships are just bothersome. What about you?
- Me: Oh.. um.. well that's kind of a serious question.. I don't really have--
- Him: What's your take on relationships now? You looking or...?
- Me: Um yeah... I don't really know... So anyways, where do you want to go to law school?
- Him: Dalhousie
- Me: WHAT?!
- Him: Yeah, I figured I want to go a little further. Travel a bit. There's nothing really holding me back now so I figured why not. It will be nice to start fresh somewhere.
