Time heals.

02.14.07 - 11.30.09


When hurt turns red and a piece of your heart is missing. When the cold bites deep and you’ve got that feeling like you just got out of surgery. When the only way to stay sane is to concentrate on anything else but how you feel. When you count the tiles in the ceiling. When you push the earphones closer. When you remember every nuance of every word of every time. When all this happens. Embrace it. Feel every feeling. Cry every tear. Sob every sob. Because this is what it feels like to have loved.

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Wednesday, December 1st 2010 12:10am

One year.

One year ago today was when, dramatically speaking, my life fell apart. I can’t believe it’s been a year since you’ve left. How did one year go by so fast yet so slow at the same time? We’ve both been through a lot in this one year— you more than me, though, I’m assured. In this one year, we’ve had our time apart, tried to become friends again for a couple months, and now we’re back at square one. Apart. 

I named this tumblr “timeheals” because I expected time to heal me. And in all honesty, I expected to be healed by a year… but no. I guess time has worked its magic on you though. I know you’re happy and with someone else, and I am selflessly happy for you. When is it my turn to move on?